I can only take so much before my back will break   So tell me what you've learned from your thousands of mistakes      I don't want to be anything like you are   New strains of apathy infecting all the old scars      So many times I thought you would come through for me   You've had your chance to prove your authenticity   So many complications   So many limitations   All lead to confrontations   And violations of trust      I didn't want to believe that you could be so quick to deceive   I thought you understood