everything seems different now   nothing is the way it used to be   i feel as though i'm weaker   lost inside my own reality   i wish that i could tell you   the things that have been going through my mind   but you're heading for the future   and i can't go because i've been left behind   and i guess that it's all over now   i blew my chance and i feel left alone   so where am i to go from here   what am i supposed to do all by myself   you said you didn't care anymore   i can't get those words outta my head   you pretend that you don't know me   but deep down you remember what i said   so i ask myself one question   should i go on and leave my past behind   this pain inside is killing me   this pain inside is tearing me apart   and sometimes   i just wish i never met you   but then i realize   without you i could never see another day   as everyday goes by   i am thankful for all that you have given me   i'm sorry for mistreating you   i just needed time to get back on my feet   so you can take these feelings   you can take everything that belongs to me   the only thing i ask of you   let me keep these memories