You got four butts in the ashtray and a bottle in the kitchen sink   And you're passed out on your bedroom floor on four days worth of stink   Your only dreams floating at the bottom of your glass   You're just wasting away just sitting on your ass   To the church upon the hill beg for forgiveness as for the will   It's a lonely walk back home to an empty room and a ringing phone      You're a fuck up and you're a drunk   But in your heart you know better   You were born and raised in a loving way   Now your brain has turned to shit   You're a poet and you're a liar   And it's all for your heart's desire   Your eyes are only seeing gray   And you'll drink the rest of your days away      Your secrets lie on dusty shelves and your ego may have just as well   Taken over all your thoughts as your soul lies in your head to rot   And I don't feel bad for you anymore   Your head got so big it couldn't fit through the fuckin' door   Headed down to purgatory armed with sins and tales of glory   A respectful boy ready and willing to take the blame      You're a fuck up and you're a drunk   But in your heart you know better   You were born and raised in a loving way   Now your brain has turned to shit   You're a poet and you're a liar   And it's all for your heart's desire   Your eyes are only seeing gray   And you'll drink the rest of your days away      You always said you were an honest man   You were forced into things that you never planned   But excuses only prove you're full of shit      You're a fuck up and you're a drunk   But in your heart you know better   You were born and raised in a loving way   Now your brain has turned to shit   You're a poet and you're a liar   And it's all for your heart's desire   Your eyes are only seeing gray   And you'll drink the rest of your days away