I feel kind of weakness   It's a kind of mental sickness   Caused by caffeine and cigarettes   Aggravation from the shit I regret      I'm wasting away   But I can't help but laugh at my own decay   Rot away from within   But the feeling's so intoxicating      Think I lost my voice of reason   Guess I learned my last lesson   I hear something like a whisper   But all I see is my own murder      Struggle with mental compensation   I've got my own reservations   Don't come too close, there's nothing I trust   The words have all faded my brains gone to dust      I'm wasting away   But I can't help but laugh at my own decay   Rot away from within   But the feeling's so intoxicating      I'm running out of time (it's a plague that lives within my mind)   I'm running out of time (it's a plague that lives within my mind)   I'm running out of time (it's a plague that lives within my mind)