It's the start of the month   One of twelve I don't like   I'm too upset to even try to write   But I will   There's nowhere else to go   There are scars too deep to heal alone you know      Why do you rope my skeleton   Only want me to be happy if it's with you      And I've never been this mad   I've never been this mad      Funny how it's easy to want the way out   These things you think of when your angel leaves town   He said - you can reach me at the number below   But my hands aren't working to pick up the phone      Why do you think the world has crashed   Into Mercury at last   Don't you understand    I've never been this mad      See how we've changed to each other.