now i will tell you what i've done for you   fifty thousand tears i've cried   screaming deceiving and bleeding for you   and you still won't hear me   don't want your hand this time i'll save myself   maybe i'll wake up for once   not tormented daily defeated by you   just when i thought i'd reached the bottom   i'm dying again      i'm going under   drowning in you   i'm falling forever   i've got to break through   i'm going under      blurring and stirring the truth and the lies   so i don't know what's real and what's not   always confusing the thoughts in my head   so i can't trust myself anymore   i'm dying again      i'm going under   drowning in you   i'm falling forever   i've got to break through      so go on and scream   scream at me i'm so far away   i won't be broken again   i've got to breathe i can't keep going under      i'm dying again      i'm going under   drowning in you   i'm falling forever   i've got to break through   i'm going under      going under   i'm going under