i hold my breath as this life starts to take it's toll   i hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds   but, oh, god, i feel i've been lied to   lost all faith in the things i have achieved      and i...i've woken now to find myself   in the shadows of a lie i've created   i'm longing to be lost in you   away from this place i've made   won't you take me away from me?      crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins   i'm looking to myself but my own heart has been changed   i can't go on like this   i loathe all i've become      i've woken now to find myself   in the shadows of a lie i've created   i'm longing to be lost in you   away from this place i've made   won't you take me away from me?      lost in a dying world i reach for something warm   i have grown so weary of this life i live      i've woken now to find myself   in the shadows of a lie i've created   i'm longing to be lost in you   i've woken now to find myself   i am lost in shadows of my own   i'm longing to be lost in you....   away from me