I was late    and dawn is near though tired as hell    just sitting here    suspended in one of my eternities    as I realized why    my body starts to freeze    I think of all    the hurt and pain you've gone through    and how I was never there for you    I think of all the lonely cries you've shed    as I lay comfortably    in this very bed    and though    I know deep down inside    I couldn't    have helped you if I tried    but I hate myself for it anyway    I think of how you must have sat    all day and night    by the telephone    as your lonely tears begin to fill my eyes    outside the sun's rays    have already touched the skies    (chorus)