It's not the thought of you   That makes me feel this way   You died long ago   It's the thought of him   Hearing you say   "Babe I love you too"      I always hated that name      Ive been so afraid   To commit these words to paper   Proof of my insecurity   Sits here in front of me      As I sit here in the rain   Surronded by death and the place I died inside   I wonder do you even know?   You'll never know   All the hatred I hide      I always hated that fucking name      If my wish comes true   Your boat will sink   The current consumes your body   Like your body consumed my soul      I slammed on the brakes   And for a second I prayed    That he would be struck down   In a hail of gunfire   I slammed on the brakes    And for a second I prayed   That my car would veer off the road   We would be together forever      Together Forever