I never thought I would feel this way   Something's happened and I've changed   Could it be that I only found you to lose myself?   But you'll never know, you will never know   'Cause you can't see      My eyes following you from a distance   Hungry for each move you make   I'm watching when you dream at night, can you feel my pain?   But you'll never know, you will never know   'Cause you won't      [Chorus:]   See the fight inside, the cuts and bruises   See the side I hide that's so damn ruthless   See the fight inside, so sick and useless   I won't free the freak in me   I gotta die on my own      I barely can control the way I'm feeling   You're alone, asleep, I'm here   I'm so close I can almost taste you, I feel you breathe   Got to stay away, got to stay away   So you won't      [Chorus]      I just cannot stand it any longer   Can't control the urge, so strong   The other side is finally taking over now   I can't help myself, I can't help myself   It's time you      [Chorus]      See me, feel me, free me, bleed me   Now I'll free the freak!