once I thought that I could tone it down    the way that life comes ´round -   that day, that freak, somehow I can't explain    I won't ignore the same      wrong again      i´m not gonna find a reason why I'd turn it 'round    but now I leave it all behind and wind this up       around the neck       too much time we waste to find a way that always shows us how   but sometimes it´s like they won´t let you out    and you will be your slave - wrong again      I´m not gonna find a reason why I'd turn it 'round    and I believed that I could swim but now I´m gonna drown    to the sound of so much self - I know that I would hate myself    and so I leave it all behind and wind this up -      around the neck