one desperate morning in a desperate week    you stand before me can´t you see I'm in need    words are so crazy and I want to wash    away the pain from my insistence       see , you could never lie    what are you gonna try ?    see , you could never run    love - things, they have to come       what is this life for, I just want to seek    for something special I refuse to speak (about)    loaded up rifle in my hands might break   that kind of love and maybe me       after all you said to me - I hope I am released    care for your agony and go to make your aims be real,    but the one I tried to keep has gone away