I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation   There's so much shit around me   Such a lack of compassion   I thought it would be fun and games (would be fun and games)   Instead it's all the same (it's all the same)   I want something to do   Need to feel the sickness in you       I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again   Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad      All I wanna do it look for you   And when I fix, you needed to   Just to get some sort of attention, attention      What does it mean to you   For me its something I just do   I want something   I need to feel the sickness in you      I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again   Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad       I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again   Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad       Just made me bad