Well I know I was lucky to have survived   to have made it through the crash still alive   for hope was abandoned when i was left   floating, floating, floating, floating floating   in the [pub outside?]      and so i pray    "lord I'll be a better man    oh I will change, oh I will change   lord I'll be a better man   oh I will change, oh I will change   I will change"      Well I'll give up the drinking and I'll give up the drugs   I'll stop paying for sex in the clubs   and I'll get me a good girl and I'll settle down   I'll quit my lying, my cheating   my stealing, my hacking   my beating, my scraping   my boiling, my shooting   my scoring, my dealing   floating, floating, floating, floating, floating   just don't let me die      and so i pray    "lord I'll be a better man    I will change, yea I will change   lord I'm not scared to go"   well I think I see, well I think I see   a soft radiant light