Suicide is twice the pain.   First there's mine and then there's yours.   Restless devils salivate for a chance,   To kill an angel on its shore.   Put your money down on the safe bet,   Like stealing cancer from a cigarette in demand.   Beautiful things get crushed by human hands.      They don't give rewards for a heart attack,   But on Sunday they'll take you back.      There's a funeral where the crowd waits anxiously.   There's a killer in the room here somewhere,   And it might be me.   Staking out myself, it was a strange awakening.   I couldn't prove it because I couldn't see,   The killer inside of me.      'Cause I didn't even know I had it in myself.   I mean, there were signs,   But nothing to make me think.   Just a simple kiss, so innocent,   Would leave a lust deep enough to disgust even me.   There were days on end where I couldn't sleep.      A confession would imply remorse,   But I'm not sorry 'bout anything.      There's a funeral where the crowd waits anxiously.   There's a killer in the room here somewhere,   And it might be me.   Staking out myself, it was a strange awakening.   I couldn't prove it because I couldn't see,   The killer inside of me.      I never really felt the urge to kill until recently.   I was looking for something whole again, but it wasn't me.   It was a version of myself, sort of like a split personality,   But I swear to you that's the deadest part of me.      There's a funeral where the crowd waits anxiously.   There's a killer in the room here somewhere,   And it might be me.   Staking out myself, it was a strange awakening.   I couldn't prove it because I couldn't see,   The killer in me.   In order for me to survive,   Some poor sucker had to die.