I’m not stupid, I understand   that it would be convenient   If I was better at conversation.      I’ve learned to master the skill throughout the years:   small talking, but after an hour or so   I mentally die.      And I try, I try, I try, I try,   but I can’t help but loving more   When being on my own and watching everyday lives   And I try. I try, I wish I wanted to go see local churches with you   Or to go clubbing where the young ones do   But all I really want to to is watch the everyday lives      My friend, nothing is ever the matter with you   I’m glad to see it, but I don’t believe it   You won’t have to worry, I’ll soon have figured you out   I won’t tell you when I have, but I’ll find your weak spot,   your weakest spot, oh I’ll find it      And here is mine: I try to pretend   That I like to be part of it all   And that I enjoy going out   With you and you and you and you      And I try, I try, I try, I try   But I can’t help but dreaming of   Sitting by myself and watching everyday lives   And I try, I try, I try, I try   but I just want to spend more time with my mind   It always surprises me every time   And none of you ever do   it doesn’t mean that I don’t love you