i don't know where i'll be in a year   i keep getting bad news on top of worse news   it is making me miserable and tired again      i will look to the sky for reassurance that everything is okay      okay      a tree and it's leaves   just like me and my dreams      my blankets and sheets   without you underneath      i don't know where i'll be in a year   i keep getting bad news      "i won't sleep until she's here with us"      slow down don't let go just yet      be careful i can't see a thing   keep her calm   let her know i say urgently   it's an emergency   so clear the table of her nicotine   we'll take what's ours      we can make a run for it      go on go home   i'm about as nervous as it gets   because i'm constantly relating things-   with everything she's saying   but as long as she's safe we're okay   nothing is real      lets play it safe this time   lets play it safe tonight   she's stuck inside   i gotta get her out   god give me clarity   it's what i need   i can't sleep   i can't think   i've been trying to set you free   because i never was.      sorry to those i should be   my love to those i never told      go on go home   i'm about as nervous as it gets   because i'm constantly relating things-   with everything she's saying   but as long as she's safe we're okay   nothing is real      because i never was meant to save the things when it was what i've done