People make mistakes   but mistakes aren't made in vain   i live and i try   that's right i try   so swallow it down   you'll never win running scared      It's bitter what's better   we're in the parking lot   leave me here to celebrate   to celebrate the mess we've made      baby i know know what you're thinkin'   when your hands run down my neck      baby is this for real?      what is real?      "How Do I Know If I'm Dreaming?"      If i was to get out of here   which way would i go?   it seems like i'm always searching for something   but it's always fruitless   i can't stand it.      can you tell that i've grown tired?   i haven't slept in weeks in seems   and now i am ready to take on this world again      i would give the infinite dollar   to anyone who could figure out why i'm here   and what i'm looking for      slap my face i don't feel alive   i'm dead asleep   or am i awake?   i can't tell      look up