and i don't want to lie   in spite of what you're thinking   no cloud within your sky   until i come to place one      till you understand that i'm just not right   till you understand that i'm just not right   (with myself)      we must slow down   (with myself)   we must slow down      in spite of the words i've left inside you   in spite of the wall i build we   can't tear down   in spite of the way i run when   still you keep calling   you feel like the only angel   god's allowed      one day i had become   your unsuspected traitor   then handed you in turn   to my eternal captors      when the lightning strikes upon   holy land   and you're lost in spite of your only map      well i know   it hurts so bad   yes i know   it's all i've had      in spite of the ghosts that roam beside you   in spite of the shadows on your bedroom wall   in spite of the nightmare dreams that cause to awaken   you still are the strongest earth soul of them all      and i don't want to lie   in spite of you're thinking   and i don't want to lie      in spite of the words i've left inside you   in spite of the wall i build we   can't tear down   in spite of the way i run when   still you keep calling   you feel like the only angel   god's allowed