When every single things Ive grown to love   Is tied up in this moment   Like a dream from which I pray I'll never wake   Who can wash away these tears   When all I've ever wanted   Is still written on her face      But the wind keeps whipping   And the time keeps ticking away   And it feels like Im not closer   With these miles caught in the way   Can anything be salvaged from this wreck?   With forever lying in peices   And her name tacked on my neck      Still caught up in what I wouldnt give   So stubborn and withdrawn   Exposed as though I'd never had a choice   Will things ever be the way they were   Blue skies and Open hearts   Talking up till dawn and reading Joyce      But now its clear   That theres nothing left to retrieve   And precious little that I can believe in   And I was just too blind to see it   So whats it all for?   When the lies mean so much more   Much more than reality   And whats the use of keeping score   When I've lost?