Outlived a wasted life   Too soon to say goodbye   One plot to call your own   Now it's our turn to cry      I've been through this before   These things are hard to take   Was it too much to live for   Once choice you felt you had to make      And I've pissed my time away   Through countless life long wasted days   Why are all the simple things so lost in sorrow   And my perspective so unclear      Life's cold and thick with lies   Seen through the blue black eyes   We squander as we smile   Things which once appeared worthwhile      How views on life distort   When we see a life cut short   No cause to calculate   Absentia renders no debate      Through pain I've grown to learn   Just as long as life still burns   Won't sit around and wait   Until I burn down heavens gates I know