I've got these thoughts in my head   dirty as fuck and never leaveing   and there best left unsaid   over drinks under breath   got some shit off my chest   Threw it on my back next to the monkey nest   that somebody left with me the day i was born      I've got a hole in my head   the size of lake fucking Michigan   my pipe's lined in lead   got old school reasons to die   all my money's been spent   on a facelift via alcohal   as this sinner repents   to an empty bathroom reflection      Chorus:   please take these words   and do with them what you would like   the dream I had, it drove me mad   it's just your time, it's just my fucking life      I got a bottle in hand   straight to the ground with all my memories   It's best left unsaid   when they've all been left behind   all my money's been spent   on a DIY lobotomy   this sinner repents   to a lake and bathroom mirror      Chorus:x2   and that's my life   over and over again   it's just my fucking life      it might seem meaningless to you   but it means everything to me   and I'm fucked without you      Chorus:x1   and that's my life   over and over again   it's just my fucking life