Never claimed to be a model citizen, but I'm getting by   Used to drink and once I ate a whole cigarette,   but now I'm doing fine   Had to work out life without religion as a crutch   But some people struggle, inner demons are too much   There's a message for them   Red wine and altar boys are no way   to relieve your troubled mind   As a teenager he longed for a family   Waited for a sign to tell him why   He didn't feel like the other guys   Not that way inclined   Assessed the options for repressing inner truth   Of being ostracized or turning to the cloth   Put your head in the sand   Red wine and altar boys are no way to relieve your   troubled mind   No way to relieve your troubled mind   Twenty years of angry guilt and hypocrisy   just to pass the time   Twenty victims and a government   cover-up tow the party line   You fucked up innocence with holy blessings and the   index finger of christ   And you prayed and it felt nice   And forgiveness is your god given right but   Red wine and altar boys are no way to relieve your   troubled mind