Situation died, hopelessness arrived   Was it just a game you played,   to see if you could manage   Pushed me into something,   that I could not reach you   And I'm too scared to try   If only you could tell me,   that you couldn't stand me   Then I would keep to my part of the world      But memories won't leave me and I really think you care      Picked up the phone and tried to   hear you through the open line   But I forgot your number and   you never knew mine   Looking for something to believe in,   but nothing really matter anymore but love   A distant happiness all gone in helplessness   Have I lived it all   Is there something more