I've got to control my ups and downs   I've got to control your perfect lies   you say that my downs are on the outside   forced to my skin like clothes      try to take your love   and throw it back in place   try to take your love   and throw it back in place      but you are so strong when it all comes down   you dress up shut and throw up   but I keep myself in my state   yeah I keep myself in my state      try to take your love   and throw it back in place   try to take your love   and throw it back in place      She said I'm sorry that you lost your job   but I've been trying this for far too long now   I've been trying this for far too long now