I've been staring in a trance under a wet blanket    Touching myself to keep warm   Bouncing sounds across the walls,    I'm insane and completely ignored      I've been writing songs with silent words    Swallowing sounds that scrape and burn   Measuring time by the curtains crack      I've been to the edge and I've come back   It's black and I forget    Out cold in a suit of sweat   Lost in someone elses day,    I dream of death and smell decay      I've been starving in a dress,    Recieving less and needing more   No sight, no sound, no taste, no touch   I'm not getting enough stimulation    Like censored masturbation   It's never like the real thing,    Like swimming in a sinking dream   I think I'll start over again      It's black and I forget    Out cold in a suit of sweat   Lost in someone elses day    I dream of me and smell decay      Oh no   Oh no    Oh no    Oh no      I've been lying in a ditch    With rolling eyes and a nervous twitch   And it goes down to my knees,    Eyes that run, teeth chattering      I'm trying to sing, I bleed,    I've got a knife inside   I'll give you all I've got left    'Cause I don't have much to hide   Don't have much to hide    Don't have much to hide      It's black and I forget    Out cold in a suit of sweat   I dream of death and smell decay      Oh no