Tell me that it's okay   To want to be more than I am   You see I'm just a junkie   For the world to see how bad I've been      And what if it's just right to me now   It doesn't take a lot to figure out   What in the world am I supposed to know by now      Even if it's all erased   And I'm never gonna be saved   I want it blaring out in front of me      Tell you why it's okay to be this way   I'll try to explain   You say it's just a bad phase that I must be in   And you're wrong again   What if it's the way I wanna stay   Shouldn't take the bullshit out of me   What in the world am I supposed to try and be      Even if it's all erased   And I'm never gonna be saved   I want it blaring out in front of me      Even if it's all a waste   I'm never gonna walk beside   I want it blaring out in front of me      It's better than TV   More than anyone can take away   It'll never be the same for me   It isn't just a phase I'm in   It's better than a big screen   More than anyone can explain   It'll never be the same   This is more than just a game      And what if it's just right to me now   It doesn't take a lot to figure out   What in the world am I supposed to know by now      Even if it's all a waste   And I'm never gonna be saved   I want it blaring out in front of me      I want it blaring out in front of me   I want it blaring out in front of me