Secret Curse    anonymous hex on flavorless food and terrible sex    a day of no rhythm a night of no rest    and I do not know what sin I have not confessed       Secret Curse    terrible blight I'm deafened by sound and blinded by light    caught when I flee and beat when I fight and I'm cocky when wrong    and timid when right and I don't know what crimes have yet to come to light       But it's getting worse    indelible mark, tired at noon, wired at dark    a terrible bite, but never a bark, I don't know what else I can do       I don't know who you are... please, I'm sorry       Secret Curse    unwashable stain, ugly when bold, boring when plain    stricken with pleasure and taken with pain    and I'm nervous and lost and I can not refrain       Secret Curse    unsingable song, melody weird, getting it wrong    pussy when tender and brutal when strong    and I'm losing my friends as we're getting along    and I really do try to run that fast and long but it gets there first       Invisible eye, sad if I laugh, mad if I cry    screwed if I live, screwed if I die    I try and I try and I don't know what else I can do