I can see it   I can feel it   Rushing in my veins   I don't like it   I don't hide it   see it in my face   but I don't want to wait   for I have lost my faith      chorus:   Why can't I find myself an idol?   Somebody that I can look up to   Be big enough to hold me close in their arms   and never let me down   And all these stupid conversations   that always seem to lead to nowhere   thery're going round and round and round in my head   and they'll be back again.   they're coming back again      it's not fair    I still care now   we're always alone.   honesty and modesty   will never find my home   but I will never say   when I have lost my way      repeat chorus      You take it   You take it   and throw it away