somethings missing and i don't know why    i always feel the need to hide my feelings from you    is it me or you that i'm afraid of    I tell myself i'll show you what i'm made of    can't bring myself to let you go       don't want to cause you any pain    but i love you just the same    and you'll always be my baby    in my heart i know we've come apart    and i don't know where to start    what can we do    I don't want to be good       bad girl, drunk by 6    kissing someone elses lips    smoked too many cigarettes today    i'm not happy when i act this way    bad girl, drunk by 6    kissing some kinda strangers lips    smoked too many cigarettes today    i'm not happy, i'm not happy       somethings happened and i can't go back    i fall apart everytime you held ur heart out to me    what happens now i know i don't deserve you    i wonder how i'll ever hurt you    can't bring myself to let you go          (I'm not happy, this way, kissin some kinda stranger)