I don't remember when I got cold   it was when he would lay into me   Told that your worthless from five years old   Is it part of your destiny   He's standing next to me   I cannot breath   When will I have the guts to leave?      chorus:   Run away   from all that is sacred   Escaping the shadows over me   Run away   You'll never make it   It's al that a child believes      I don't remember when I felt warm   I was never quite good enough   I only wanted the simple things   like being told you were loved   he's still supporing me but where's the faith   Looking in his eyes I sense his hate      repeat chorus      I never cry for sadness   I cut off from the pain   I won't forget your madness   but I'll forgive you anyway   but I'll forgive you anyway   He's standing next to me   I cannot breath   When will I have the guts to leave      repeat chorus