Well I've been almost 19 for almost a year now    And you've been almost always everything I need    I close my eyes to hide my face    But you should know that my heart breaks    Almost always, every time you leave       [Chorus]    But when I wrap myself around you    And breathe your name in eager time    Even you believe you love me    and even I believe you're only mine    And when you bury your head    where my shoulder meets my neck    I'll trade a moment of your attention    for a lifetime of regret          I live to see your expression move to pleasure    But my love, you will not measure up to everything    I seem to almost, always need    And I close my eyes to hide your face    and you should know that my heart breaks    Almost always, every time you leave       [Chorus]       But I could've been stronger, I could've been kinder    I didn't have to jade the life of this girl    I could've been stronger, I could've been wiser    I could've been a light to her in this world