So I travel on this road of emptiness another day   As I hold these dust cloud dreams    an instant fore they're blown away   Could it be all this life's for is suffering?   'Cause the sea is deep and I'm drowning in all the tragedies      So I bleed maybe once or twice to rid the seeds from my veins   The seeds that harvest the pain, all the pain of my darkest days   And I've waited long enough for these things to change   So I'll have no regrets before I take the blade      As I lay down for the last time and leave all emotions behind   Thinking not of the ones I'm leaving   Just the hurt and the pain inside      Oh the wait is over, letting go tonight   The end of life is calling, echoing my fall from grace   But I fear what lies ahead as my heart stops beating   The change of life after death.