Why is it always so damn hard   When your walls of reason fall apart   Don't know what's right or wrong   Been drinkin' all night long, guess I was doomed right from the start, yeah!      Utopia is what I crave   But every day just stays the same   In this world I've walked alone, now it's time to sell my soul   And sleepwalk to an early grave      Fleshengine breakdown   Fleshengine breakdown give me what I need      Will I see the light and spot the error of my ways   Will I see the light and purify my poison veins   Not tonight that's for god damn sure      Now that all is said and done   I'm burnin' bridges one by one   Ironically brought to an end at the hand of my one true friend   That sorry bastard never sleeps      Fleshengine breakdown   Fleshengine breakdown      Will I see the light and spot the error of my ways   Will I see the light and purify my poison veins   Will I see the light and spot the error of my ways   Will I see the light and do it all just one more time?