I breathe the absence of life, in a part of every breath I take   Inhaling afterthoughts of ruin...and regret   So no hope remains as I take another glass of pain   And I swallow knowing things will stay the same   I see that everything has gone so wrong for me   And I wait and see if I can welcome back the light   I'm following the suffering   And the ones that never heal   They're a part of me and I can't just leave them behind      So I cry these acid tears, as I weep for those like me   The ones whose apathy, ahderes them to this fate   So I lie awake and the bottle always calls my name   With an offering that I cannot refuse   Who will come to taste the quality of despair   It's so sweet that I enjoy it time and time again   is it charity that calls to me selling fragments of her soul   Is a part of me foolish enough to indulge      When the time comes let the blow come quickly and the blood run red   I worry not 'cause I'm already dead      So I'll not speak my last words   For I've already said enough   Their painted on the walls   So will you bleed for me   And together we will cross the sea   Two for the ferryman to take our souls across   I see that everything has gone so wrong for me   And I wait to see if I can welcome back the light   Following the suffering for the best parts of my life   Now your rid of me   But I'm not the only one