I knew that something was wrong that day   I felt so empty inside with a burning sensation and pain   I wasn't myself, I couldn't react   to a situation or an attack   so please forgive me for leading you to believe   that all was well and fine that day   you wanted the story so here's how it goes   but first I just want you to know      that's its been 23 days since I last saw you   23 days since you fell out of my life   I feel this pain, and I'll go insane   if this lasts forever      so on with the story but it's not much   just an explanation for breaking your trust   maybe now I regret this, I just thought it'd be different   cause I just wanted to be free   you think that I lied even though that I tried   I never meant to hurt you on purpose   I gave up on her another gave up on me   and this is leading me to believe   that this idea is failing      23 days since I last saw you   23 days since you fell out of my life   I feel this pain and I'll go insane   if this lasts forever      so now you know I didn't simply erase you   and all we had til the end    but that doesn't change the way I feel now   the way I feel now      23 days since I last saw you   23 days since you fell out of my life   I feel this pain and I'll go insane   if this lasts forever      will I ever get this right, and if this lasts forever