its just a question of time before i forget    who you are and what it was to me    i cant pretend    to understand a thing    what if it all comes back?    its not what was expected but    theres no reason to keep holding on    i feel contempt    i feel regret    and now i see that nothings changed       i'm breaking down    and its because of you    i question why i made this sacrifice    everything i do is not enough for you    i wonder    why do i feel this way?       fighting against air    fighting against time    i dont know where im headed anymore    my blind progression leaves no impression    of the life i used to know    everything that was familiar is    now reduced to a pile of dust    memories have aged    many lives have changed    so now its time for me to do the same