so wait    is this my delusion    im being left by my only friend    come clean and just tell me the answer    do you know what you have done    fuck you and your life    im wondering just what to do    ive got nothing here now    so leave it    with someone who might really care to hear this    your worthless case       so fake    your comments false and lucid    cautious of words that rarely leave your mouth    rethink the choices you made in emotion    what you do    just might destroy    the lives of those you call friends    did you lose sight in my absense    in your persuit you left us all behind    the face you always look to for answers    becomes an anthem a fit a rage       when you lost your mind    i lost the will    i cant change anything for anyone but me    sometimes i think i cant go on    well these wounds are mine    dont try to say that this was just about you    ignore the impulse to break down the process enough    to just sit back and watch me drown       its true we all want to be alone    youve got no right to walk away    seems you who never had    a choice is now the one with no remorse    sad to see such irony is lost on you    because those who forget where they came from    soon fall back to where they used to be    i'll keep my eyes open to watch you hit the ground    you deserve your wretched past