So sad now   No way out   The bottom of despair   Hormones raging   Going crazy   It there another boy who cares?    Deep water   Pulling me down   Deep water   Afraid i´ll drown   I hear the gays go   To san francisco   That´s so far away from here   School´s a jail   At home i´ve failed   A life of pain and fear   Two more years now   Before I get out   That´s a lifetime to wait   Try to hold on   Put my thick skin on   ´til I make my escape