Always in the way, I think I've had enough of this   Why is everyone so cold and lonely?   Here I go again, I'll try relating to the selfishly absurd      Take me for a ride and leave me somewhere I can live   Without feeling everybody's sorrow   I want to feel the numbness that surrounds most of our hearts   To feel like I am normal while ripping lives apart      Somewhere on the way to degradation   I met a man who put me in my place   He said,"You will not see me   You'll know the truth when you hear this trumpet play"      Doctor can you give me something for my state of mind?   If we're all on the same pill it's alright   'Sorry son you'll have to walk this bridge without a crutch   We're out of medication, the world is out of love"      Just then I heard something from the distance   The trumpet player sitting on the hill   He said "I really do not have an answer now"   Then vanished standing still      In the face on everyone I saw a little madness   And decided not to be part of that scene   The only way it seemed      Always on the wrong side of affection   We step on heads to get mere than we need   Never understanding the afterglow   The reflection of our greed