I feel  So ashamed  Of myself  For myself  i feel  I know  I'm not the best  well screw the rest  To incest  i know  I'm so alone in the darkness  I can't feel a thing  I through with all my daily whining  And I can't bare to sing  I'm done playing all the child games  but don't ask me to stay  I feel like I need someone  Who don't want me to play  I hope  I find a better life  With a wife  Or a knife  I hope  I see  Through yesterday  In a haze  Cold and dazed  I see  Chorus  I don't care.....