carbon made found her at the   end of a chain "time to race"   she said "race the downhill"   behind crystalline irises   loons can drive   where the world bleeds white  just keep your eyes on her   keep   don't look away   keep your eyes on her horizon  bear claw free fall   a gunner's view black and blue   shred in ribbons of lithium   blow by blow   her mind cut in sheets   layers deep now unravelling   just keep your eyes on her.   get me neil on the line   no i can't hold   have him read "snow glass apples"   where nothing is what it seems   "little sis you must crack this"   he says to me   "you must go in again carbon   made only wants to be unmade"   blade to ice it's   double diamond time   and keep your eyes on her   on her eyes on her horizon