Just a word all it takes to set it off  Uncontrolled all restraint has been lost    Absorbing more than I can stand  Of these self defeating unreal demands  Giving into frustrations command  The devil makes good use with idle hands  Overwhelming desire to react    I am too far gone forever turning back    Looking for something to lash out at    Turning inward it is myself that I attack    The anger grows inside everyday  Unquechable I have become my own prey    From where has this rage been spawned?  Been building deep inside for far too long  Forgotten memories buried and hidden  creating my own emotional prison    Can it be that i have lost?  Control of my actions and my thoughts