I am sheltered by this apathy  Nothing left to do but torch the day  Retreating deeper into my mind  What is it that i hope to find?    This is the aftermath in me  Tendency to keep it all inside  A fool's disguise    I am strangled by this sumpathy  Empty words with no meaning  Must release myself into the void  All illusions must be destroyed    This is the aftermath in me  Tendency to keep it all    How dare you compromise  The balance of our lives  Excuses you devise  An internal suicide  I struggle to survive  A perfect goal for which to strive  Ignorance cannot disguise    The balance of our lives  Hiding the meaning of  Hiding the meaning of