it's such a long long way down from here   push me up against the wall like your religion   still we're close enough to ending up alone   with our safety net beneath these bitter words   no sense in reaching up for what we heard      strong as you are you cannot hold back your sight   your silence means much more than all of your movements   softly whispering my name without a window   laugh again and breathe me far away   you were safer when i knew you as today      crash into the ocean   i know your devotion   crash into the ocean   and wait for the night      i could have guessed that you were wishing for a way out   you can't seem to fall apart without an earthquake   take my hand and i will show you how to break me   open up your eyes and see the glare   she is shining down with roses in her hair      light me up like a devil, a monster   lying in the grass beyond the line   light me up like the china white powder   falling from the sea into the sky   light me up like a dimestore angel   mary mother holding onto sight   light me up i can hear your moonlight dancing