If i gotta go   can anybody tell me where   and if i gotta go   does anybody even care      lo look look   we gon party like its one nine nine nine   somethin triggers makin my mind design crime   when at times my minds fine inclinded to find dimes   resigned from primetime   i need my stars to align when signs say they benigne   tell whoever cares if a stray happens to hit me   i need to take all the money i made with me   if im heaven bound i'll put a hole in every turncoat   if hell bound im poppin shit thru the inferno   my jargon is im an arsonist   since 11 when i found out what arson is   look at me fully styled in that foreign whip   i get a high from it love that johnny carson shit   i got facsination for the aggrvation   shoot em or ????? I love the fabrication   waitin on a antedote but i lack the patience   on the second thought got my own vaccination      if i gotta go   can anybody tell me where   and if i gotta go   does anybody even care      problem is im smarter than everybody   but too numb to show it they too dumb to know it   eventually my a's turned into d's   eventually my o's made it's way to e   im tense im not at ease   theres niggaz with degrees   that aint never made it hot nor turned up the degrees   theres niggaz with credentials accolates paperwork   but couldnt figure out how to make they paper work   me i fight to stay alive everyday is work   especially when they say theres six million ways to murk   i wish the world was more like me   more likely to see thru the eyes that i see   or be tired like i be   lets hide our id's   theres holes in my arms   untied this iv   at times wish the world would comprehend like i do   know it sound like i dont wanna mend but i'd like to      if i gotta go   can anybody tell me where   and if i gotta go   does anybody even care      i wonder whats behind the clouds   flew all over the world still i couldnt find out   maybe im normal and everybody else isnt   apron on over the stove in hells kitchen   nails bitten failed livin   another derailed mission for a nigga jail smitten   enough to get the pound   if i dont like the shit around me   maybe i should change the shit that im around   how that sound