My situation brings me down again   Boredom wraps it's long arms around me   My inhibitions were thrown out the door so long ago   Now I sit here and I can't breathe      I feel I'm going nowhere fast   I ask myself how long this is gonna last      So I go day by day   And it feels the same way   Laugh at all the jokes I've heard before   On and on I turn the same page   Drunk and lying passed out the floor   What for      These complications have been here for so long   I don't think they're ever gonna leave   Tired of dealing with motivation   Stagnant as the water that I'm gonna drown my head in   Soon you'll see      The reason the season   Locked up inside I'm screaming   I'm trying defying everything that wasn't right   To get out of here