Scratch my leg with a rusty nail   Sadly it heals   Color my hair but the dye grows out   I can't seem to stay a fixed ideal      Childhood pictures redeem   Clean and so serene   See myself without ruining lines   Whole days throwing sticks into streams      I have crawled so far sideways   I recognize dim traces of creation   I wanna die, die in the summertime   I wanna die      The hole in my life even stains the soil   My heart shrinks to barely a pulse   A tiny animal curled into a quarter circle   If you really care wash the feet of a beggar      I have crawled so far sideways   I recognize dim traces of creation   I wanna die, die in the summertime   I wanna die      I have crawled so far sideways   I recognize dim traces of creation   I wanna die, die in the summertime   I wanna die