If you see me and I look away   Please don't ask me   There's nothing to say about the way that I feel   It's hard to conceal when it's in my eyes   If I tell you that I'm doin' fine   Please believe me   It may be a lie but I've got to move on   I've got to be strong   Now what else can I do?   Cause I've been   Wanting waiting hoping praying   Oh I feel like I'm suffocating   There's nothing left to lose   If all that I have is the sweetest denial   If all I can give is the rest of my life   Then I'm over pretending   That I can survive without you   Thought I was stronger than love   But I guess that nobody's immune   There's a poison   That runs through my veins when I'm sleeping   And just like a secret   That I try to keep   I buried too deep   Like the memories of you   But I'm still here   Wanting waiting hoping praying   Oh I feel like I'm suffocating   There's nothing left to lose   If all that I have is the sweetest denial...