i was always there but you were not there for me   and i became tired of waiting and wound up hating you,hating, hating you   said i was the only one for you in your life   year later i find out you're unfaithful and lie   you're just so phony   loved you but you hurt me so then why should i try   i became faded and jaded      i don't ever listen cause you're not on tv   i just tune you out   i won't clean the kitchen cause you don't love me and i've had enough   you make it impossible who i'm suppose to be   i am faded and jaded      i work i pay half the bills their all in my name   you get mad and throw the things i have and complain   love you but some things cannot be the same   i became faded and jaded      i don't ever listen cause you're not on TV   i just tune you out   i won't clean the kitchen cause you don't love me and i've had enough   you make it impossible who i'm suppose to be   i am faded and jaded      i'm being mistreated   i bet you think i like it   'm faded and jaded now i'm gonna write it all down   love can take you only so far   sometimes we hurt the ones we love   no not the ones we really love   ada more yada more yada i don't wanna hear it      i don't ever miss you cause you're not on TV   my real friends are TV stars who live inside the screen   you make it impossible who i'm suppose to be   i am faded and jaded      i was always there but you were not there for me and i became tired of waiting   and i wound up hating you       Written By Melissa Dori Dye    © 2005 Meladori Publishing, ASCAP